Showing posts with label beliefs. Show all posts
Showing posts with label beliefs. Show all posts

Sunday 12 May 2019

My Dying Past; the Beliefs, Religion and the God!!


Something in me now was lost, 
Was it the feeling of pain or the loss of pain?
Or my life in this darkest pungent world?
No desire to endure anything unlike a new world,
A new future, a new sun and a new life!

I am now estranged from everything I once was 
The very simple things that changed because 
The life I loved passed away from me for long 
I sat and cried for hours and still in pain!

I lost my unwritten words of freedom
There are people under the dark veils, 
In the maroon shawls, and in white cassocks
Weaponing for a redemption, killing each others
In this dying earth “in the name of Gods”!

Bright pure white blossoms are reddened with blood
Are raped in Temples, Madrasas and Altars
Blackened the future with sentience of sins
Hurt me so much, I lost myself, my false belief of truths!

I’ll never return to where my little girls raped to death,
Never kneel on the pew where my sisters were killed and 
Not once ever think of the one who forgive
The slaughtering sows who massacred millions.

I lost in my past, with my beliefs of darkness
For years of false hopes and shadowing divines.   

Something in me now was lost, 
Was it the feeling of pain or the loss of pain?
Or my life in this darkest pungent world?
No desire to endure anything unlike a new world,
A new future, a new sun and a new life!